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अबोल प्रेम...

तो तिला पाहायचा… जणू गर्दीतल्या प्रत्येक आवाजामागे तिचंच नाव ऐकू येतंय असं. जणू वेळ थांबली की त्याच्या नजरा फक्त तिच्यापाशी येऊन विसावतात. शब्द त्याच्याकडे कमी होते, पण नजरेत एक शांत, खोल कविता होती. गर्दीत, कॉरिडॉरमध्ये, लायब्ररीच्या शांत कोपऱ्यात… तो काही बोलायचा नाही. फक्त बघायचा. त्याच्या नजरेत काहीतरी वेगळं होतं... ना उघडपणे प्रेम, ना ओळखीची धाडस… फक्त एक मृदू, शांत स्थिरता. ती मात्र कधीच लक्ष देत नव्हती. तिच्या जगात शब्द होते, लोक होते, हशा होता… आणि तो? तो फक्त एक नजरेत हरवलेला चेहरा. एक दिवस योगायोगाने ते बोलले. सुरुवात साधीच होती... नोट्स, कॉफी, एक हलकीशी स्मितरेषा… आणि मग वेळच थांबली. पहिल्यांदाच ते समोरासमोर बसले होते. ती बोलत होती… आणि बोलतच होती. तिच्या गोष्टी, तिचे विचार, तिचे छोटे छोटे निरीक्षणं. ती जणू एखाद्या ओघवत्या नदीसारखी वाहत होती. आणि तो? तो फक्त ऐकत होता. तीन तासांत त्याने कदाचित तीस मिनिटंही बोललं नसेल. पण त्याच्या चेहऱ्यावर एक शांत आनंद होता, जणू तिच्या प्रत्येक शब्दाला तो जपून ठेवत होता. कॉफी मात्र थंड झाली होती. तो हलकंसं हसला. “अगं, कॉफी पण आहे इथे… थोडं ति...

गोंधळ, आणि ओळखीची कुजबुज

 मुंबईची लोकल म्हणजे फक्त प्रवास नाही, ती एक भावना आहे - गडबड, घाई, आणि तरीही प्रत्येकाच्या आयुष्यातील एखादी छोटीशी कथा जपणारी. तो दिवसही तसाच होता. ऑफिसमधून उशीर झालेला गौरव स्टेशनवर लोकल पकडायला अक्षरशः धावत होता. जिना उतरतानाही त्याच्या पावलांना ब्रेक नव्हता. लोकल सुटत होती, पण त्याला ती कोणत्याही परिस्थितीत पकडायची होती. त्याच वेळी, एक मुलगी मात्र शांतपणे, पुढच्या लोकलच्या वेळेनुसार चालत होती. तिच्या चेहऱ्यावर घाई नव्हती, तर एक शांत लय होती. आणि अचानक… धडाम! गौरवचा जोरदार धक्का लागून ती मुलगी खाली पडली. गौरव मात्र इतका घाईत होता की त्याला याचं भानही नव्हतं. तो पुढे पळतच राहिला. मुलगी उठली, रागाने ओरडली. आजूबाजूचे लोकही त्याला सुनावत होते. पण तो? तो तर त्या सगळ्यापासून अनभिज्ञच. लोकलमध्ये चढून सीटवर बसताच त्याने एक मोठा श्वास घेतला - “हुश्श!” तेवढ्यात एक माणूस शेजारी येऊन बसला आणि त्या माणसाने विचारलं, “अरे एवढी कसली घाई? तुझ्या धक्क्याने एक मुलगी पडली, आणि तू मागे वळून बघितलंही नाहीस, सॉरीही नाही म्हणालास.” गौरव थोडा गोंधळला. “हो का? गडबडीत झालं असेल. फार लागलं नसेल ना?” “माहित...

त्या एका नजरेनंतर After That One Look

This blog consists of both English and Marathi versions. You will find the Marathi version at the end of the English version. या ब्लॉगमध्ये इंग्रजी आणि मराठी अशा दोन्ही आवृत्त्या आहेत. मराठी आवृत्ती तुम्हाला इंग्रजी आवृत्तीच्या शेवटी सापडेल. English version... It was one of those quiet rainy afternoons where time slows down. The gentle rhythm of raindrops against the window created a perfect background score as Mithila sat curled up with her book, lost in a world of words. Her peace, however, was abruptly interrupted by loud honking and unfamiliar voices echoing through the building. “Aadu, what’s that noise?” she asked, slightly annoyed. Her Aaji, ever curious, peeked through the window and replied, “Looks like a new family is moving in… oh, and they have a son. Seems about your age!” Mithila rolled her eyes, closing her book with a soft thud. “Stop being so nosy, Aadu,” she said, giving her an exaggerated look of disbelief. Little did she know, this wasn’t just a new family moving in...

The Beginning Hidden Inside the End...

 There’s a small temple near Akshit’s home that most people visit for peace. For him, it was a place of quiet terror. He believed the temple took love away. Not metaphorically. Literally. He carried evidence in his heart like scars. A five-year relationship ended within weeks of his last visit there. A three-year one collapsed within three days. To him, the pattern wasn’t coincidence it was a warning. The goddess inside that mandir was not someone he could casually greet. She was a force that demanded sacrifice. So he stayed away. Until one evening, fate placed him right at the temple gate. He was on a call with Vanshika the woman who currently held his world together. He laughed nervously and confessed his fear. He told her everything: the history, the endings, the dread that clung to the temple steps. Vanshika listened, then said lightly, “Let’s see if our love passes the test.” He froze. “This isn’t a test,” he replied. “You won’t believe until you experience things. And I don’t...

The One my heart chooses

It was near midnight kaaya hadn't return home. Akaay pacing home with worry. Kriya, "What happened? Why so much worry? What's bothering you?" "Kaaya has not returned. She and Nimish went somewhere after hearing, she should be back by now, what's taking her so long? I hope he doesn't hurt again." Kriya didn't respond and went straight to balcony. The night was quiet, too quiet for the storm inside Kriya’s heart. She stood at the balcony, arms folded tightly, waiting. Akaay walked up, sensing trouble even before she spoke. “Akaay… we need to talk,” she said, her voice trembling. He nodded, bracing himself. "Not now. We'll have a word once kaaya return."  Kaaya returned home after meeting Nimish. When she returned she saw Akaay and Kriya having some conversation. She just spoke, "I'm home, going to sleep." Kriya swallowed her fear. “Now can we talk?" Akaay nodded with yes. "Do you love her? Do you love Kaaya?” T...

भाव / emotions

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Scroll down to get English translated version... रात्री उशिराची वेळ. खिडकीतून येणारा गार वारा आणि आकाशात चमकणारे तारे. परीचे डोळे मात्र झोपेपासून खूप दूर. ती आदूजवळ (आजीजवळ) येऊन बसते. “आदू… एक विचारू?” जननी हळू आवाजात म्हणते. आदू मंद हसून तिच्या डोक्यावरून हात फिरवते “हो ग, विचार ना.” “आदू… एखाद्या माणसाने आपल्याला खूप दुखावलं असतं, त्रास दिला असतो, कधी कधी अपमानही केला असतो… तेव्हा आपल्याला खूप राग येतो, आपण शब्दात सगळं बाहेर काढतो. पण काही दिवसांनी… काही महिन्यांनी… कधी अनेक वर्षांनीसुद्धा त्या माणसाचा विचार आला की ओठांवर हसू का येतं? का गं असं? दुखावणाऱ्या व्यक्तीची आठवण आली तरी हसू कसं येतं?” आदूने थोडा श्वास घेतला. खिडकीतून बाहेर पाहत ती म्हणाली, “कारण त्या माणसासाठी आपल्या हृदयात एक कोपरा असतो. त्या कोपऱ्यात आपण त्याला जपून ठेवलेलं असतं. त्याच्याबद्दल आपल्याला काळजी असते, प्रेमही असतं… आणि प्रेम कधीही तुटत नाही ग.” जननी गोंधळून विचारते, “पण अगं, आपण तर रागावलो होतो त्या व्यक्तीवर मग तरी?…” आदूने जननीचा हात हातात घेतला “हृदयसम्बन्धस्य आविर्भावः कोपः .... आपला रागही प...

The Weight of Redemption

Akaay and Kriya worriedly searched for Kaaya in the rainy nights of Bangalore. While Akaay kept driving, Kriya constantly tried to reach her phone. Finally, she answered a calm voice from the other end: “Hello.” Akaay snatched the phone from Kriya and responded, worried, “Hello, Puchki, where are you, honeybun?” Kriya was hurt but it wasn’t the time to show it. She asked Akaay to put the phone on speaker. “I’m at the temple near our place,” Kaaya said. Kriya told her to stay there until they arrived and urged Akaay to hurry. Upon reaching the temple, they saw Kaaya soaked in the rain, her body shivering from the cold. Akaay put his jacket around her, gently caressing her hair as he checked on her. But her response was strangely distant. Her voice came cold, “I’m freezing. Can we go to your home for now, Kriya?” Once they reached the house, she changed into dry clothes and went straight to sleep. Meanwhile, Kriya informed Nimish’s parents of her safe return. The next day, Kaaya behaved ...

TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!

Another week slipped by, and Nimish’s condition showed no sign of healing. Each day seemed to pull him deeper into the quicksand of guilt and self-blame. Then, as if fate hadn’t done enough, a letter arrived cold, official, and merciless. It stated that an inquiry had been launched to investigate his professional and ethical conduct in Mathew’s case. The words blurred before his eyes. His world collapsed all over again. Without a word, he walked to his room and slammed the door shut. The sound echoed through the house like a heartbreak. Kaaya stood frozen for a moment, then ran after him.Kaaya had come to console Nimish. As she was approaching Nimish, Akaay had called her, and in her daze, instead of declining she answered the call. Sitting beside Nimish, she gently placed a hand on his shoulder and said, “Whatever’s happening right now it’s not your fault, Nimish. Don’t blame yourself or drown in guilt. You couldn’t have known he was pretending. No one could have. I’m here for you. Pl...

The weight of a DECISION

A few days passed. Life slowly drifted back to its routine rhythm. One evening, Kriya, Kaaya, Akaay, and Nimish, along with Aaji and Aajoba, went out for dinner. The restaurant buzzed softly with conversation; laughter mingled with the clinking of cutlery. Everything felt ordinary again or at least, it seemed so. In the middle of their meal, Nimish’s phone started ringing. He ignored it once, twice, five times. Aajoba finally frowned. “Answer it, beta. It might be important.” With a reluctant sigh, Nimish excused himself and stepped outside. Through the glass window, Kaaya could see his silhouette pacing, phone pressed to his ear. His expression changed almost instantly calmness replaced by alarm. A panicked voice on the other end stammered, “Sir, Mathew… He, Mathew…” Nimish’s heart sank. “Yes, Siddappa, what happened to Mathew?” (Mathew was a prisoner recently released on parole for good behaviour. Nimish’s psychological assessment had played a key role in convincing the authorities t...

The Clash at Midnight

Kriya got overly drunk and blurted out her suppressed feelings: "Kaaya, don’t linger around him! He’s mine—he always has been MINE, YOU TWO-FACED BITCH. Why don’t you just decide to be with Nimish? He’s a great guy. Just spare my Akaay. Kaaya responded, "The problem isn’t that Akaay still loves me, the reality is that you cannot digest the fact he’s not at your fingertips anymore. You can’t accept that you keep reaching out to him but can’t have him. You’ve been treating him like a thing you can pick up whenever you desire. Now that you can’t, you’re trying to possess him. Don’t give me that crap about him being yours, we all know that’s not true anymore. You call me two-faced? The real one is you. You want Akaay, but simultaneously you want to keep up a friendship with me, someone you secretly despise. I never lied about hating you. Knowing your truth made me think otherwise for a while, but I couldn’t spend a single day with you. At least I had the guts to walk away, while ...